love love love (repeat)

I just finished some questions for Joy Luck Club that had to be done my midnight. Submitted at 11:59, oh yeah bb. I actually enjoyed this book. I've enjoyed every school book so far this year, actually. I don't know why but I kept getting teary eyed in this one. A simple sentence and my chest would get tight. Honestly I'm surprised I wasn't bawling by the end. Maybe it's because I'm on my period lul. We also read The Catcher in the Rye this year, and the near-ending-- is it the climax? that part when he's watching Phoebe on the carousel-- always makes me cry. A lot, hahaha. I'm probably interpreting it all wrong but it always makes me think of a time when you were so impossibly happy, when everything was so perfect, so pure and good and free of evil, that you were crying your eyes out, and then you thought to yourself that you would probably never be that happy again, never feel that way again, and that you might forget how good it felt, and you just cried harder. I've felt like that twice though so I think there's proof that you can feel that happy again.

n e wayz. this weekend was real chill and lax. shortly after posting previous post i went back to season 2 and watched all the blair/chuck parts...... i have a problem, i know. today all i listened to was "season of love" by shiny toy guns, the only tolerable song on that horrible dreadful album. IF U DK, that song was playing at the end of the season 2 finale when... they... aaaaghghhhhhomggggggggggg. i actually rolled around on the floor a little to get my jitters out. it was that or screaming, and i thought the rolling would bother people less.

maybe u thot i wuz gunna post that hot dude list this time. i will. someday. STAY FAITHFUL.

i also plan to soon compile all the gossip girl songs into a folder and then hope to find it on mediafire somewhere sometime.

i found this in the meantime.

love love looooooove!

Shiny Toy Guns - Season of Love

omgg.

that's-- OH MY GOSSIP GIRL. people should pay me to make acronyms, as i am so very good at it. so. right now is a good time. i'm listening to ace of base, gettin' my strawberry banana v8 fusion drankkk onn, and! i just finished my 2-season 43-hour marathon of gossip girl. started thurs wait friday morning, continued friday at school, ended today after going out. now, y'alls kno i don't watch many shows regularly. aside from the news-- which tells me what i missed in the world, and best week ever-- which tells me what i missed in pop culture,  i watch vh1 and true life marathons, maybe a trashy show with mom. but on the rare occasion i get into a show (queer as folk?) i get INTO it and invest time (generally trading sleep for view time, like thurs' allnighter) and emotions. people had been TELLING ME AND TELLING ME AND TELLING ME to watch it and i got fed up and starting recording it. i half-watched one episode once and liked it (the snowflake ball) but it was the last half and i didn't really know what was going on and couldn't get into it. then, in a fit of procrastination two weeks ago, i tuned in via computer cable (for the whole ep). AND. I. LOVED. IT. well, mostly just blairrrrrrrrrrr and chuck! lovethem. love. them. blair's style is impeccable and her use of bows really makes me squee. srsly in season two so many of her outfits have bows. she's a bitch but has a caring heart under all the immature evil that she is so good at and i root on. ♥♥ loveeee. let me share chuck with you through pixxx.

(u likin the canada tv logo?)

this is chuck bass, the emo rich asshole. i don't find him hot but his clothes, classic (cliché?) tortured character, douchebagery, and acting skills win me over. like, he's actually british wut? but i don't like his accent in comparison to his american one. or at all; i'm more for the manchester dialect (haaay morrissey).

in season two they inexplicably gave him a haircut. miss u, bangs~ hate u, combover. but it workssssss, i mean ♥. ALSO LOOK HE HAS NICE HANDS. but i've yet to get to the reaaaaal reason that i love him:

HIS FACIAL EXPRESSIONS.

y'alls, i'm sort of a little bit maybe a tad of a sadist. but only for hot guys. when they look sad, they look 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000----- no, scratch that--- infinitely better. idk why. i'm sorry. i'm sorry jesus. but they so do. SO LEMME SHARE SOME PICS.

I COULDN'T PRINT SCREEN FAST ENOUGH. here he looks more angrrz (lul he gets angrrz a lot, too) than sad, but he really wuz i sware. btdubs loved b's white day dress (bow!). BUT OMG LET'S MOVE ONTO SAD (season 2 finale spoilers lol)

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. so tortured! i think it was really supposed to be touched/incredulous/superduperhappy/conflicted, but regardless of how he felt, his expression was amazing. AND LOOK:

TEARY EYES!! my god, the heavens have shined down upon me and they are chuck bass's emo faces. but thankfully for my soul's sake, i also love his happy faces.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay happy chuck and blair ♥♥ that's not his good side but i mean. and i really really really really want her fucking headband. this was such a sappy episode but if they ever break up I WILL KILL SOMEONE.

so yeah. i'll be waiting for its premiere this august. when i'm a senior, whoaza. i'll write again soon bloggy~

XOXO GOSSIP GIRL (fan)

PS♥ they also use good music so u can r-e-s-p-e-c-t it!

for example, they've played several songs from:

Yeah Yeah Yeahs - It's Blitz! [2009].zip